Free Hugs: The Music Of My Heart

Jun 12, 13 • Everyday, RandomnessNo CommentsRead More »

I’ve had this strange dream of hugging you so tight last night as if I wouldn’t want to let go. You were in my arms, warming my most dreary morning, making me feel as if the world would not stand a chance against us; but then at the creeking sound of the door I woke up, back into reality I realized how that dream is slowly fading away…

There never was something, nothing to read between the lines; I knew that from the very beginning, but then I was madly in love and that made all the difference. For once I thought that happiness was already there beside me, not an inch away from me, but again it was unreachable, far from what I thought, very far from what I’m feeling. It was like a dream I wished would never end, like my own imaginations became more powerful than it should have been for me. You were my everything and I just unfortunately can not deny that fact. I need Zoom Recorders for my feelings to be magnified wishing that you’ll realize…

 

I stood up from my restful sleep knowing that my day would never be complete. I was longing for the sound of your breathe and the warmth of your presence, as if nothing in this world would ever compare. I was nostalgic, not knowing what to do to cure the insanity I have always been fighting inside me. I need your hugs more than your kisses, even just that I know would take all this pain away; just tell me to stop and teach me how for I am blinded by this love I feel inside that every inch of my logic has been torn apart. It’s another day without…

Missing you more each day, I’m getting used to that fact. I can now feel the numbness in my chest; my heart just can’t stop beating. Finally, I’m getting over you; I’m letting go. I have to move on with my life, I have to brave this battle alone; a restless warrior, a lonesome traveler who would someday find happiness amidst the war. I am losing control. You’ve been dearest to me, the one I’ve always equated happiness for; it hurts so much, it feels like dying, like nothing in this damn world could ever make me forget who you are to me, I hate it but I love you.


All the while I thought I needed you, but what I really needed was just an inspiration whom I know could never be you… I need a free hug…

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