a glimpse of now from yesterday…
Who would’ve ever thought that a single smile could take your breathe away? I’ve always wished for things to never have ended, to catch a glimpse of your face every single moment, I don’t know how overrated happiness may be but I surely know that I don’t need it more than I need you to keep my senses working. With every beat of my heart, pounding hard enough everytime you’re beside me, keeps me wondering if there’d ever be a chance that you would someday learn to feel the same way for me too. I know that this is insanity, but then again it works best for me. Who would ever forget that afternoon, that afternoon when you happened to pass by me and made me giggle? I was so happy to see you eventhough I do not know you, eventhough we were complete strangers to each other, and even though you weren’t smiling back at me. From that day on you became my reason, you became a part of my dream, a part of who I am today and who I will be tomorrow… I hope you know, I wish I could tell you, I wish that I could show you, and I wish that you would understand what I really feel for you…
Let me know if I’m doing this right
Let me know if my grips too tight
Let me know if I can stay all of my life
Let me know if dreams can come true
Let me know if this one’s yours too
Coz I see it
And I feel it right here
And I feel you right here
A memory stuck with me, a very long time ago as it seem. I don’t know now what to do, I just can’t stop thinking of you. If there’d ever be a chance I do hope that you would be my one last and final dance, that you would be my one last goodnight kiss, and that you would be my one last final chance to live my life again and to keep heart happily beating.
This may sound a little absurd, a little too romantic in fact, but what has love done unto me is really something which is beyond any human understanding, beyond any metamorphosis that has been witnessed by anyone. This feeling has brought me to places I knew not where, made me realize that time really doesn’t matter as long as you’re with the one you love. I’m not naive, more than just any fool wondering around devastated by what is supposed to be the most powerful existence of all that would conclude life in the last of all days. It just so happened I guess that I knew that person, it just so happened that I’ve completely fallen in love, and it just so happened that I am again at a delusional state, definitely at the wrong place in the wrong time, and in the wrong understanding of what can be and what can’t be. I surely know what awaits me and I can say that I’m ready, always been the same old story…
“The moment you told me your name was the very same moment you broke my heart.”
What is love after all if it doesn’t make a man?
What is love after all if it doesn’t make you lose your sanity?
And what is love after all if it would not be to you who I am madly in love with?